I'm called Hayley.
In our lives we are all surrounded by beauty that we take for granted, I don't want to ignore the world; I want to enjoy everything in it.
About Me.
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Heres a few things about myself:
- I don’t generally talk about myself; i’m more so the one that everyone comes to see when they need help or want advice. I genuinely enjoy helping people and making them feel better about themselves. The world is full of people filled with hate, and i like being one of the people to give others hope and belief in themselves. There are so many people out there that need to love themselves and live their lives to the fullest.
- I generally have trust issues. I really have been played, fucked over and generally abused for being a nice person. In the past i’ve been a doormat for a lot of people, who don’t appreciate how much i would happily put myself out for them. I don’t get my hopes up so that when i’m let down it won’t be a disappointment.
- I adore literature, and genuinely admire and envy the talent of certain authors. Mary Shelley and her creation of Frankenstein being one of my favourites. In a way i think i connect with Frankenstein’s monster in the novel, sometimes feeling abandoned and generally ugly to the world while being beautiful on the inside. I like reading crime thrillers/horror, i dont really care what you think. You may think im a psycho if you wish.
- I have a disposable camera that i keep in my top drawer. I’ve had it for about three years, and took pictures on it gradually over a year or so. Im terrified of having it developed and seeing parts of my past that sometimes i miss greatly. One day, i’ll get them developed.
- I’ve written in a diary for about 6 years. Sometimes i enjoy reading back and remembering the good and the bad times to see how much life progresses and how people change throughout time. It makes me appreciate every minute and i’m glad i’ll be able to look back and remember how i felt at that specific moment in my life.
- Life is so precious. I have an older sister, who i’m extremely close to. Her husband and herself were trying for a baby for 5 years, went through 4 attempts at IVF and finally she fell pregnant with my niece. Now she has a lively baby girl and a son. I thrive to be like her. She is genuinely happy and she is truly my only role model.
- I once knew a girl, we weren’t close, but i had a conversation or two with her. I then found out that whilst she was at home, she had died suddenly. Deep down, this actually really affected me and made me realise how much we need to cherish the small things we take for granted every day. Just walking outside and feeling the wind blow back your hair, hearing the water rushing up the beach, the sound of laughter. Everything will disappear one day, and i intend to make the most of the beauty around me while masking the corruption and deceit we seem to come across daily.
- I’ve got an attraction to men with something a bit extra. I’ve got somebody to hold and not feel like im going to break them, to make me feel fragile and delicate, I love my boy a lot, I trust him a lot which is a rather big deal just in itself. I dont intend on letting him go anywhere any time soon.
- This is just a small insight into the person that i am. The truth is, nobody really will ever fully understand me as an individual.
